like i don’t even get this. ok. i have these friends. let’s call them blades (a boy) and baby (a girl).
blades has been into me off and on since like august. during this entire period the three of us were literally like bffs (vk is still my best friend, she just doesn’t really care about blades but she talks to baby pretty regularly - why do you care? oh you don’t. that’s right).
recently baby has discovered/decided/revealed to me that she has this mega huge crush on blades. he has made it clear that he doesn’t feel that way about her. but whenever we text he’s always like “hey you’re amazing i miss you wish you were heeeere~” etc (he’s at college whatever). lately i have been reciprocating these statements and i think it’s because i sort have started to like him in a way that is not entirely platonic.
i’m pretty sure we have an unofficial date next weekend so that should be interesting because baby is still like one of my best friends and i’m pretty sure she would pop a cap in my ass if anything happened between us.
and adfhdjkfsjkd i cannot escape my feelings for newboy. i hate him but i would be with him in a heartbeat because he’s so wonderful. i hate this.
and i’m not taking either of them to prom. lol. takin’ my super annoying/also pretty awesome friend that everyone seems to hate.
cool!